A new journey

Assalamualaikum,

For your information, this is my new journey in my life...but what kind of journey? A journey of entering into literacy world..writing world...First of all I would like to say thanks to my beloved friends, Diana and Fathen who had introduced me to this writing world..thanks a lot! i appreciate it so much since i consider it as a good way to express all my feelings and thoughts and hope those will be judged by other people in whatever ways. For me, writing a blog is a cure...i do not know why but undeniably it is a cure for my loneliness..Sometimes i feel so lonely..i admit that it is not easy enough to go through hardships here coz we are all alone here and being independent is paramount important. we are away from our family and having Friends who care so much about us is enough a blessing. actually i do not know what i should write but i think this is just a start for me once i am involved in blogging activity....

a new journey of my life.....

until now, i am still not sure whether i had made a right decision to be in this course and become a future teacher? at this age, i am like asking where is real me?is this what i am supposed to be? or should I look back and change everything that prevents me from being here..is here or everything here will determine my future and fate?....just leave it to God hands...

being here, i feel like i am in the beginning of my life... i also consider it as a beginning of my search for my own identity...i do not care about time that keeps moving on...what i wanna do just keep looking ahead until i successfully accomplish everything that i desire...by the way..looking back is not good, right? being in this kind of journey is sometimes painful, but enough to teach us and give us a lesson about this life...

experience is a good teacher....well, what do you think? admittedly, i owed experience coz via experience, i tend to discover about myself and what life is about. ..experience of being good or bad....are all means towards our personal development...sometimes i wonder how lucky i am if i get back opportunity of being a child because a child has no responsibility for his or her life...what a child does ,-playing, sleeping, eating, being pampered, games etc...in contrast, a late teenage like me , i realize that my responsibility grow ...encountering all kinds of hardships, unexpected experiences and unresolved events keep haunting my everyday's rountines...sometimes i am tired of all this things....i hate what i am having now....i am blank....

but, alhamdulillah....my religion does not allow me to go out of track....religion is a strand that keeps us in the right path...when i reflect about my life...for whatever happens, how tragic it is, how pleasurable it is, and how hard it is, i MUST always be grateful...

Thus, a new journey does not necessarily lead us towards a good life...sometimes we have to be aware of risk of being betrayed by unexpected situation...and we have to be dare enough to fight against those "enemies" that invade our area of peace and freedom...being a brave soldier for ourselves is good resolution, anyway..

em, i think that is all....
thanks for whoever who read my first blog...assalamualaikum....